You know every year during November and December, so many people show their compassion.
On Thanksgiving, they show their thanks for what they have.
On Christmas/Hanukkah/Kwanzaa, they show their love and compassion towards others.
I love the atmosphere during this time of year: compassionate, grateful, and very kind.
After that, spring comes along and it's the season of love.
You can "feel" the love in the air and if you can't...well then.
I love that atmosphere too: loving, caring, and romantic.

However, the only part about these times of year I don't like is the fact that many of us only use these times to show off our compassion, our care, and our love.
I just wish people would show their thanks everyday, not just around Thanksgiving.
I just wish people would show their compassion everyday, not just around Christmas/Hanukkah/Kwanzaa.
I just wish people would use winter, summer, and fall as seasons of love along with spring.

I have very weird thought bursts when I am bored.
o_O

It's finally over. I'm a second semester senior. :D
Ok time for college apps haha.
you know afterschool I felt great to be a second semester senior but now I don't feel that great anymore.
I enjoyed my years at MV. I don't want to leave but at the same time I do.
My past is my past. I'll just live my present and wait for the future.
To all of you seniors, Congrats on a tough 3 and a half years. I wish you all the best of times in the upcoming semester.

Have a Very Merry Christmas!
If you want to hang out, just call me: 408-425-9713
I promise you a good time :)

I find it amazing how people read blogs all the time but they never really respect the blog or the blogger. Sure they sometimes relate or they comment but do any of them actually take the time to go above and beyond and stop and just think about the idea behind the blog?
I honestly feel that blogs are respected but only on the surface level.
People don't realize that blogs aren't meant for the outside world; they're meant for the blogger as a way of release and as a way to empty out the mind in a form other than paper and pen (because the possibility of losing the paper/diary is just a stain on your head and constantly bugs you).
Sometimes when people read blogs, they judge the person. They judge the person's feelings. They judge the person's thoughts. Worst of all, they judge the person.
Blogs aren't there for people to read and just comment and judge; they are emotional and psychological release tools.

"Doors inside my head
Bolted from within...
Memory of the one
Who lived inside my skin

I can tell you why
People go insane"

Shadow On The Sun - Audioslave

The doors are bolted inside their head for a reason: so others can't get in.
Once people do open those doors, the person feels violated and "[goes] insane" because they are scared about society's reaction to this new information.

Respect the blog & Respect the blogger.
Keep in mind that blogs are meant for the blogger and not for outside critics.
Respect the blog & Respect the blogger.

On a different note, P... No matter what your choice is, I'll stand right by your side, giving you 200% of my support.

Talking to certain people turns my day around.
If I'm in a happy mood, they make me happier.
If I'm in a sad mood, they make me happy.
If I'm in any other mood that I cannot think of right now, they make me happy haha.
There are many of these people in my life like this but this post is dedicated to two of them in particular (because I've been talking to them tonight): Veronica & Patrice.
They uplift my heart all the time. HOWEVER, they give me frequent heart attacks. -_-
Thanks for always being there, for being my friends, and for being who you are. The world is a happier place because of you. :)

You know lately I've been blogging about love issues and junk.
This week has been one GIANT revelation for me.
I came to realize that sometimes when you like a girl, eventually you like the image of her more than the girl herself. When you come to realize this, you know that it's time to move on.
I am moving on. I'm not sad about it because I know I had to do it eventually. I'm glad it was sooner than later. I'm a bit happy about this because, in a crude sense, I'm "free" now.
I'm not completely over her yet because this isn't something that happens in a few seconds.
It's going to take me a few more days but I am going to get over her soon.

On a different note, I've really been thinking about getting together some people to start a cover band for Audioslave. If anybody wants to join or knows anyone who is available to join, let me know. I plan on doing vocals because...well..I can't play guitar, bass, or drums. haha and on top of that I know all the Audioslave songs and lyrics. So, if you know/are a guitarist, bassist, or a drummer that is interested in joining, let me know. Who knows? We might even play at Diversity Day or something. If any of you plays any of those instruments and has never heard Audioslave before, here are some youtube links for their music (I've taken only their mainstream songs but if you like what you hear, I can send you all their albums):


Revelations - Audioslave

Like A Stone - Audioslave

Be Yourself - Audioslave

Doesn't Remind Me - Audioslave

Enjoy! :D

Connections...with people.
You ever have those days where you talk to someone who you just considered a "Friend" or acquantance to say it crudely?
And then, you start talking and time passes by so quickly and you realize that you've wasted so much time by not talking to that person?
You realize how much you and that person have in common and that you may have possibly just made another good friendship and possibly added someone to your list of best friends to whom you can talk about anything to and with whom you can talk to at anytime of any day.
I went through that revelation tonight and I must say I love the feeling it gave me.
And so I have to thank Aprajita for that. Thanks :)

"Somedays, somedays, somedays just ain't so easy....
At the right place but in the wrong life, somedays just ain't so easy....
It's not the fault of anyone as we revolve around the sun"
-> Somedays - Audioslave

That described my day today. I "woke up" with no sleep for 2 straight days. I have had a very sinusoidal week in terms of....well..life. I had two presentations in lit and spanish and an econ project and lots of other shit to do. This week has not been a peaceful one.
However, the smallest things just gave me a major boost in happiness today.
Just seeing my 2 husbands (Keaton Chiu & Brian Nguyen), one of my besties Veronica Kim, my "family" member Connie Ng, and that special someone just took my day from a hole to a peak. There are a few other people like this in my life who just make my day if I just see them but unfortunately I don't see all of them, seeing as some go to Lynbrook and I don't see the MV ones everyday.

That was today during and before school. Afterschool is a different story.
I've been in a really depressed mood lately. Those of you who have read my recent posts, it's winter and I'm feeling cold. What I find interesting is that I'm wearing sweat pants, a sweater, and the heater is on but I'm still cold...inside. That emotional coldness just translates into physical coldness. The source of this coldness is (as usual lately with me) love. The whole "I can't be with her" thing. It's just a phase. As I said, I go through winter and spring repeatedly but today's winter was a lot colder.

Some lyrics:

"I’m in love with you. But the vibe is wrong. And that haunted me. All the way home.....
Gotta keep it going. Keep the lovin’ going. Keep it on a roll. Only God knows. If I’ll be with you. Baby I’m confused. You choose, you choose."
-> Love Lockdown - Kanye West

It's just a phase. Don't worry about me too much guys.

You know, whenever I get into a mood, whether it be happy, sad, mad, or just bored, I think. I think a lot. I love to think. Not about school or basketball or Steve Nash but about life and love. Today, in my depression, I thought. I thought about all the couples at school. A feeling that I haven't experienced very much in my life came up: Jealousy. I was jealous of them.
I was jealous of the guys for finding a girl who loves him back as much as he loves her and vice versa. Time passed while I thought about this. Then, I realized I had no reason to be jealous. I love a girl too. So, she doesn't love me back. Big deal. Just as long as she's happy, I'm totally fine with where I am.
Then! That jealousy I had transformed into jealousy. It went from my jealousy to theirs.
I felt that they should be jealous of me. The guys in relationships had found girls and they love each other. Guys....you might have a girl you love but here's something you ought to know:
-My love for her exceeds your love for your girl.
Girls...you might have a guy you love but here's something you ought to know:
-You girls can be beautiful, nice, charming, and/or funny but the girl I love is all of those things and more.
Jealousy turned into pride. Pride turned into happiness.
It's spring once again.
"Somedays just ain't so easy."
But doesn't mean that you can't gain from them or even enjoy them. I did both today.

Copied this from Serena Lee:

"Post a memory of me as a comment for this entry.
it can be anything you want.
maybe your first, maybe your favorite.
& post this to your journal and see what people remember of you."

There's the notion that spring is the season of love.
For our world, this notion has fit like a glove.
Yet I don't agree
Love cannot be bound to this degree
Love is like the spring
Beautiful like a diamond ring
Love is like the summer
So far from being a bummer
Love is like the fall
Soothing and calming to nearly all
Love is like the winter
Cold and hurtful like an icy splinter
Love does not belong to one season
But to them all
Not a single season but all together
Love can thrive in all and any weather

<3

I've been blogging a lot less lately. I don't know why.
I just am.

They say spring is the season of love. I disagree though.
Love is meant for any and all seasons.
It is all the seasons at the same time but also different.
It can be beautiful and happy like the spring.
It can be hot like the summer. :P
It can be peaceful and calming like the fall.
It can also be cold and lonesome like the winter.

Falling/Being in love is much like making a stew. It's never always the same every time. Sometimes, everything works out. Sometimes, everything doesn't. However, even when it doesn't, you still have the ingredients to make it better.

I can happily and unhappily say that it's been spring and winter for me lately.
Not just me but a few friends of mine as well.
The stew has been made. It's a bittersweet taste. There's a quote that can describe how I feel every day:

"Do you know what it's like, getting up every morning, feeling hopeless, feeling like the love of your life is waking up with the wrong man but at the same time hoping that she still finds happiness even if its never going to be with you?" - Albert Brenniman, Hitch
That's the position I'm in as of right now, except she isn't with a man nor is she sleeping with anyone.
It's not her fault at all. It was just bad timing on my part. But, hey! I don't mind where I am at all. I have my happy moments and I have my sad moments.

An interesting thing about love is that it makes you bipolar. It makes you feel so very happy one second, by making you think about the person. Then, it makes you sad and it derives that sadness from the happiness, by making you think about the fact that you are not with that person. Sometimes, the happiness overpowers the sadness. Sometimes, it's the other way around.

I like it. The bipolarity shows me alot of encouraging things:
-When I'm happy, it's because of her. She is the candle for when the lights are out.
-When I'm sad, it's because of the fact that I can't be with her. This makes me proud though. It shows to me how much I love her. It's just unbelievable.

The bipolarity is like a never-ending circle:
Happy --> Sad --> Happy --> Sad.....

If you look at it mathematically (you can't blame me :P), that should add up to zero.
However, it doesn't. There's a transition in between Sad --> Happy.
Happy --> Sad --> Proud --> Happy --> Sad --> Proud....
That adds up to alot more happiness than it does sadness.
For that, I don't care if I'm not with her...well I do but...it doesn't hurt as much.

Love is a complicated thing. It is a complicated thing.
A few things to sum this all up:

"In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing."
~ Mignon McLaughlin

"I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too." ~ Missy Altijd

"In every heart there is a room
A sanctuary safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along." ~ Billy Joel

"Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated." ~ Lamartine

Kanye West - Heartless

By the way, the lyrics of that song do not describe her at all. She is not heartless. She has a heart of gold. Her heart contains more love than anyone else on this planet. The song is just nice and the overall mood it sets kind of fits you know?

Today was fun for the most part until now.
I watched dodge ball at lunch. That was cool.
Afterschool, I went to a friend's bday party and played football, basketball, Halo, and watched Role Models.
You know, Role Models was hilarious but one part that really irked me was the fact that the words "gay", "retarded", and "homo" were used multiple times. I don't have a problem with swearing but don't use those words to describe something you don't like. You're insulting people out there when you say that. Now, movies are doing it so the badness just got mass spread.
Since then, I got into this random depression for a # of reasons:

1) I wish I was in journalism. I found out about the app last year on the day it was due. Fate didn't want me to do it but I want to. Everytime I see the paper or chat with people at Journo late nights, it makes me sad to realize that I couldn't do it and it was my fault for not finding out about the app earlier. That makes it worse.
2) Society's usage of "gay", "retarded", "homo" to describe things in derogatory forms.
3) Love (to put it in strong terms)

*sigh*
Back into a gloom. we'll see how things go from here.

Since my last post, I've just been listening to alot of music lately, even more so than usual.
I haven't blogged because I was too connected to the music to even leave it for even a bit.
As I listen to music, especially Rage Against The Machine and Audioslave, I really really want a guitar and I want to be able to play those songs. That got me thinking about the image of myself playing a guitar.....it was kind of awkward.

It's amazing how cruel our society is.
Just astounding.
I played basketball today. Twice.
I played at Kennedy with some friends and then I left at 5:30.
However, I wanted to play more. So, I went and played again.
The second time around, there were these guys who were playing and they asked me if I wanted to play. Me, being as competitive as I am, naturally said yes.
I was wearing a knee brace today because my knee is swollen and I shouldn't even be playing (please refer to mention of competitive spirit above).
So, those guys start to make teams and the first Captain says "ok I'll pick the crip" (referring to me). First off, if you were a knee brace, you're equivalent to a physically handicapped person? Second off, that's insulting to physically handicapped people.
So, I was insulted because he insulted me and the physically handicapped members of society. I refused to be on his team.
THEN, we played.
I played my heart out, not to prove that I wasn't a crip, not to get my revenge on the guy, not because of my competitive spirit. I played for the physically handicapped today.
My team won the game. Now, after every game, I show my sportsmanship and go up to each and every player and high five them and say "Good game". I did the same here, even to "the guy".
Many of you might be going "wtf? you honestly did that even after he was such a douche?"
Yes. I did. And I'm proud of it. Just because he discrimantes doesn't mean I will too.
After I got home, I went online and donated $100 from my bank account (I got one over summer when I did my job) to NOD (National Organization on Disability).
I could not feel better about myself after that.
Even as I type these closing words, I still have this "I-changed-the-world" sort of feeling eminating throughout me.
Discrimation is just too incorporated in our society.
I advise all of you to avoid doing it as much as you can.

My week sucked. It was horrible.
Today rocked. It was awesome.
My life hasn't been going too greatly this week until today that is.
Today was awesome.
Things Are Staring To Turn Around :)
special thanks to Patrice, Serena, Natasha, and Tara for helping out with that =)
and another thanks to Greg, Alex, Nikhil, and Kunal for having a nice time going out to lunch today

Disclaimer for everyone: This post is only meant for a select group of people (not to discriminate but I'm doing this for them and you know or will know who you are)

Disclaimer for the people to whom this post regards: Not all of the stuff I am about to say applies to you. There could only be certain parts but I'm trying to help everyone at once.
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A lot of my friends lately have been irksome over a certain hot topic:
Friendship

You guys have been having some internal belief issues. You have your friends and then you have your true friends. You hang out with your friends and you have good times with them. That's about it with them. If you want to vent your feelings or thoughts, you call upon your true friends. They will stick with you through the storm.

Some of you have realized that your friends won't stick with you through the storm and lately they have been revealing some of their real natures that you weren't accustomed to. You don't like these new natures. You don't want friends who will be there for you only when it's of convenience to them. You want friends who will be there for you through thick and thin.

"And when you wanted me
I came to you
And when you wanted someone else
I withdrew
And when you asked for light
I set myself on fire
And if I go far away I know
You'll find another slave"

What You Are - Audioslave

Those are some song lyrics that I found that could possibly relate to your problem.
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Others of you are tired of having to suppress yourselves for your friends because they aren't used to your real nature. You can only show your real face in front of your true friends. You are tired of laughing with your friends on the outside when inside you really don't want to laugh at all. You are tired of having to be someone else just to be with people who supposedly like you and like you for who you are (two different things).

"And even when you've paid enough, been pulled apart or been held up
With every single memory of the good or bad faces of luck
don't lose any sleep tonight
I'm sure everything will end up alright
You may win or lose
But to be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do"

Be Yourself - Audioslave

Those are some song lyrics I found that could possibly relate to your problem.
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Now ALL of you might not have the same details of the problem in common but your problems are the same: You want to keep your friends even though you realize they are as much of your friends as the next person. You want to let go but you're having trouble doing so. You want to save yourself from the sorrow, tears, issues, and lies that you are feeding yourself and society.
You want to....but you can't.

There are two ways to approach this problem:

1. Continue spending time with your friends and continue venting with your true friends. If you ignored your friends, would they honestly still accept you? They might not. With your true friends, that's not the case. They will accept you at anytime.
2. Slowly start spending more of your time with your true friends. They are always willing to be with you. They will love you for who you are and not who they want you to be. I'm not saying stop spending time with your friends though. I'm just saying start easing away from them. And DO NOT expect this transition to be quick. It will take a bit of time but it will be worth it in the end.

If any of you ever needs a true friend or are looking for one, I'm always here for you. Always....

I help people vent their feelings and their thoughts.
I've been doing it even before Challenge Day.
Now, after Challenge Day, I've continued to do the same.
However, I get this feeling of fulfillment when I do it now.
It's just amazing..yet I wonder why I didn't get this feeling before Challenge Day.

There is so much to say but I don't know where or even how to start.
This day has been indescribable for me.
It taught me that the phrase:
"Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me."
is a load of shit.
Sticks and stones hitting my skin will hurt but those wounds will heal.
The emotional damage done by words can't be healed with medicine or even love.
Those scars are forever.
It was amazing and comforting to realize how much we have in common with everyone else,
especially those we didn't expect to have much in common with.
So many people told us about experiences that you would never expect from them.
Everybody has this preset image of everyone else and that creates an air of disbelief when a new image is inserted.
People who nobody expected to have such events happen to them came forth and said "these such events happened to me", myself included.
Today was the BEST day of my life, no competition, no questions asked.
I expanded my comfort zone, my water level is lower, and I'm feeling great.
But, I have to give all my love and affection to all the people at Challenge Day today:
I love you guys so much.
Out of those people there, I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for 2 very special people:
Keaton Chiu + Adrienne Young
When I say I would not be here, I don't just mean emotionally or on this blog.
I mean physically on this Earth. Those two kept me going and tethered me to a life I didn't want to lead. Now, I love my life and I enjoy leading it.
Keaton and Adrienne....I love you guys.
You've done so much for me. I could say thanks for the rest of my life and I still wouldn't be able to show enough thanks. You two are the most amazing people I have ever and probably will ever meet.
I love you guys with every bit of life in my body.

To the rest of you,
Thank you all for being great friends and being there for me.
If any of you ever need anyone to talk to or to just hang out with or to just be there for you,
I'm always there for you, online, phone, or in person.
mvpnash13@gmail.com
harsha.gorti@gmail.com
408-425-9713
I'm always there for you.



Mad Love to you all!
<3


"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage."
-quote given to me by Natasha Desai <3

Everyone is your friend right now.
But how many of them will remain so in a year or so?
Exactly how many will you try to keep in touch with and/or vice versa?
This is an interesting topic that's been brought up alot lately in some conversations I've had with some of my dear friends, who I shall try to make sure remain so.
So now that's what my senior year is for:
-Strengthening most if not all of my friendships so that I make keep many of them when we all go our own separate ways.

It's been a week almost since I've done this
But danng what a week its been
Monday-Thursday I was so busy and and I was excited for Friday and Saturday!
But before that could happen, Thursday had to happen.
Thursday sucked. I can honestly say that was the worst day of senior year.
I hated it.
Then Friday morning came along.
I woke up and the anticipation built as the day progressed.
The 1st period Physics AP test was really easy and I thought that was a good sign for the day.
Then 2nd and 3rd period were devoted to the rally set-up. It was so fun, with everybody there
setting up and having a blast.
The rally came by. The rally games didn't go too well for us.
Then the results.......
who would have guessed that we'd tie with the sophomores.
Cheering ensued for the juniors.
Tears and broken hearts filled up the senior area afterwards.
The rest of day was gloomy for the seniors. Juniors laughed and smiled.
Underclassmen didn't give a crap.
We ( the seniors)_ made up our minds: we were gonna make our float the best one ever!
Once 3 o'clock hit, we all flooded to Cupertino High.
Everybody was so determined to get the float ready.
I could feel the determination in the air. We all worked so hard and passionately.
The HC Court came and they looked amazing.
I was so proud of those guys for all they've done and yet I was so happy to know such amazing people. I teared up (mostly for Keaton haha).
Then the game started and blah blah blah.
By the 2nd quarter, nobody cared about the game anymore. We knew we would win. We were all waiting for those results.
Halftime
The floats went around. Our float looked amazing. Dance and Band performed. The HC Court came out in T-Birds! that was so awesome!
They all looked amazing. Brian Miller and Vrinda Gupta were King and Queen. :)
Then during the 3rd quarter, Mueller announced the results.
4th place....Freshman ( no surprises there )
3rd place....Sophomores ( no surprises there either )
2nd place....................
juniors..
Then nothing else could be heard except the joy filled screams of The Class of '09.
"OH AH YOU WISH YOU WERE A SENIOR" x infinity and beyond
We all went back to the floats and it was the best moment of our lives. Our class couldn't have been happier.
I can't even describe it so I won't try :)

Yesterday was multifaceted emotionally.
Anticipation. Sadness. Anger. Determination. The happiest joy in our lives.
I along with my senior class felt all this. I wouldn't trade that for any thing else.
I loved HC. I love my friends. I love Class of '09. I love MVHS.
And at this moment, I love my life.

Society is horrible.
Not because of its economic structure.
Not because of its high expectations.
Not because of its conformist movements.

Society creates fear within people.
And the fear I'm talking about isn't directed towards monsters or the unknown or anything like that.
The fear I am talking about is the fear to express love.
I have talked to so many people about relationships and crushes.
Yes, I know its ironic coming from a guy who's never been in a relationship but good and helpful advice isn't derived from experience.

There are two major cases I've observed:
Case #1:
Jane likes John. John acts really flirty with Jane. Jane doesn't know if John likes her or not and is too scared to ask.
I've seen this case so many times. It annoys me just as much the 5th time as it did the 1st time hearing about it. Like seriously, Jane. Ask John if he likes you! Now, when I say that, your reaction is probably "wtf? that could kill their friendship"
Think about it. If he says yes, then bam! A relationship. If he says no, the friendship is still there. The only thing is that people today make it awkward and kill that existent friendship. If he says no, then don't make it awkward Jane.
Case #2:
John likes Jane. He won't tell her because he's scared that their friendship will break. John...get over it. Tell her. Here are the possible outcomes of telling her:
-A relationship (one Extreme)
-A better friendship than before
-Nothing changes (middle)
-Nothing changes but both of them make it awkward so that everything changes and that the friendship dies. (other Extreme)

I know alot of you will be like "ok Harsha...you keep thinking that." and you are disagreeing with me. But, next time you fall into one of these situations, try my advice for yourself. You'll like the results.

"It's only as awkward as you make it to be."

You ever have those days where you're really emotional?
Like not like Indian movie status emotional
But i mean you feel angry or sad or depressed in a big way

I have had so many of those, especially one that was....monumental
(for those of you who know, please keep it to yourselves)
Those days suck and those emotions suck even more.

My only advice for you when you have those sort of days:

Don't keep your emotions bottled up.

I am saying this through experience: it will eat away at you if you keep your emotions bottled up. talk to people. if you can't find somebody to talk to, I'm always here. Just call my cell and I'll talk with you til the night goes to sleep. I can't begin to explain how much of a relief to talk and let that weight off of your heart and your mind.
I was talking a dear friend of mine who is 5'6'' and shall remain anonymous.
She told me that she keeps her emotions bottled up and vents them through blogging and emails.
I don't say that's bad. Truth to be told that's good because I'm glad she's venting.
But guys. That'll only help you so much. Talk to somebody! Thats where the relief really is.

That was my rant for the day.
Thanks. You are a great audience. Gnite!

Hey guys!
My senior portraits are up on facebook:
Vote for one and comment on the wall:
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=1394802&id=522321371

If you are anti-social (aka don't have a FB)
Here's the picture:

I had a weird day today. Not weird in a bad way but weird in a good way.
I woke up feeling very tired and not into it. I'm sure many of you can relate to that.
I just wanted the day to end so I could come home and sleep til 10 AM (no 2nd :P)
But, Birdsong and Javier wouldn't let me. So, I dragged my lazy butt off to school.
I half-heartedly passed time today, just waiting for my freedom to come at 12:45.
I came home and I ate and watched some Tom & Jerry (it's a classic so you have no right to hate on me for this).
I started some work, went to veena, and came back.
As I type these words, I still want my day to end.
But, the unusual thing about my day is that it was a very successful one.
I finished a lot of work; I played amazingly at veena today with 2 weeks worth of not practicing at all.
I woke up wanting the day to end.
I will go to sleep, glad that the day has ended.
But, in between, a lot of good things have happened.
They are making me want to stay awake and keep that "good streak" going.

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I feel like I've had a Revelation...

(song : title) = Revelations - Audioslave

Talk about a change of pace.
Last week I was feeling so down.
This week I'm not feeling anything.
But it's a good kinda feeling.
Idk why I'm feeling nothing though and it's bugging me!
I want to know why!
Maybe it's because of The Stranger in AP Lit

So today I came home at 12:45 (no 7th! :D)
and I decided to be true to senioritis and not start my work.
So, I turned on the tv and I was flipping through the channels
and guess what I saw?
POKEMON SEASON 1 EPISODE 1!
the original show and theme song
for those of you who want to hear it, just click on theme song
dang that brought back memories!
Lunches with friends talking about last night's episode and playing the Gameboy games
good times...

Wow I accomplished nothing today.
I have so much work this week but I didn't even bother starting.
I have 2 tests and 2 essays this week along with college apps.
well being the lazy boy I am, I came home and slept til 7 then took my senior portraits
(i didn't go before) and I ate dinner and watched Heroes.
Yay for not working
But I must say. This new season of Heroes isn't as good as the previous ones.
BUT DAAAMN that mexi girl that Mohinder tapped is HOT!